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Masks that All Mothers May Bear
Cassidy Vinal
Word Count:
2018








The Glass Menagerie is a play solely about memory and family, focusing on the complicated life of a family struggling to make ends meet. This intricate script was written by Tennessee Williams and is loosely based upon his own abandonment of family, in his own life. This whole play draws on themes that include guilt, anger, family, and pain. Tennessee Williams skillfully uses his own life experiences and emotions to get authenticity and raw power. Williams tells the story of Tom, a man who struggles internally with his need for adventure and happiness and externally with his family and job at the shoe factory. Williams focuses the story mainly on Tom, as he is the narrator. Tom works at a shoe company, struggling with following his passion of becoming a well-known novelist. While Tom desires go unfulfilled he spends his days working tirelessly to support his family. Toms father left a long time ago, leaving just a picture behind, this forced tom into working so his family had a place to stay and food to eat. While we are not sure of when Toms father leaves we do know that it was long before the start of the play. Williams gives Tom a few moments to recognize his father but makes sure those few lines can give the audience and impact “I descended these steps of this fire escape for the last time and followed, from then on, in my father's footsteps,” (Williams 68). While Tom always said he wouldn't be like his father he leaves at the end of the story deciding that he must follow the path his father had blazed for him long ago. While the struggle Tom faces is going on Amanda his mother is left alone to take care of her two children, only one of which can work. Laura is the final character in the family, a shy girl who dropped out of school because of fear and has a limp in one leg that has overtaken her completely. In class, we not only read and learned about the whole story, but we dissected it enough that we then could team up and act out specific scenes from Williams book. Below is a portion of the result.

In Williams written script he focuses a large portion of the plot on the dysfunctionality of tom and his family. In the specific scene that I chose to perform, I looked at two characters: Tom and Amanda. While their relationship is bound to be complicated because it is one between mother and son, it takes a sharp turn when they both begin getting into a heated argument. Amanda calls Tom out, after being embarrassed with an engaged gentleman caller showing up to the house and leaving suddenly. "The gentleman caller made a very early departure. That was a nice joke you played on us too!" (Williams 66). This relationship that Amanda and Tom have is not only unhealthy for everyone in the household, but it is made up of a dangerous mix of love and hate. While these are both very strong opposites, they do consistently come together in interesting ways. For my performance, my group thought it would be a good idea to perform a powerful scene like this one. While my group only consisted of two people, including myself, I feel that the small group made it easier to find our rhythm. This small group aided in finding a cohesive dynamic between a new actor and a very experienced one. In that way, we helped each other a lot in finding different ways to memorize lines and express emotions.

I played Amanda in my scene, and while this role was very basic in terms of words on the page, looking around through the book it became evident that Amanda was very different than I had first perceived her. Amanda, being the mother, has gone through more than her children. She has been abandoned by her husband, had to deal with the hardships of poverty and the emotional distress of having a child who is labeled as "crippled". Amanda does tend to live vicariously through her children, especially Laura. Amanda constantly is driving Laura to go out and get a good education and meet a gentleman caller so that she can be taken care of. Amanda has lines that often come out with a harsh, rude, or nagging tone even without any actions being applied, she also has multiple lines that you can see her sadness and pain. This is evident in lines such as “What did I do? -I just went out of my way and picked your father!” (Williams 14). While there can be two different approaches to this, one that pins Amanda as an angry mother who blames everything on her husband who left. The other being, that Amanda is genuinely hurt about her husband leaving her, and to compensate for this she pushes her dreams and expectations onto her children. Amanda often uses her anger and sadness as a mask in order to push her children away enough, so they won't see her weakness, but Amanda also knows that she must keep them close enough that she still has them. It is a strange and difficult balance that leaves Amanda worn out and unable to keep the facade on for the whole story. In the above line, Amanda has a confession, but she chooses to wrap it in a way that changes the meaning, simply with the change of her voice. Amanda could have let her children see her weak but would rather come off stone cold than passionate. This is part of what made portraying Amanda so challenging, she has these breakthrough moments where you can see her imperfections, but she doesn't want anyone to read through the illusion that she has built up. This can also play into the idea of the pieces of glass menagerie that Laura has, these glass pieces hold a lot of meaning to all members of the family. which is why I believe that Williams uses the idea for the title; Amanda, for example, is really a very fragile person, but she uses illusions to seem stronger and powerful. Similarly, Tom tries to come off tough but really, he, too, is just like the glass pieces because he is also fragile and needs a tender touch to shine. The idea that Tom and Amanda are both like the delicate pieces of glass that Laura cares so much about can also play with the theory that people with very similar personalities don't get along very well. Tom, wants to follow his dream of becoming a writer. However, he knows that he is the lifeline that his family needs to stay afloat. Amanda still has her dreams of a man coming by and sweeping her off her feet to marry her and live her life out in happiness, but she was forced to give that up when her husband left her with her children. Both have another life that they believe is waiting for them, but they keep getting in each other's way. Tom can't leave because he is supporting his mother and sister, while Amanda can't leave because she must be there for her children and this is the road that she knows she's on.

Williams does a really good job of putting hidden meanings and small details that help actors become the characters, aside from the ideas I have laid out previously, Williams uses his monologues wisely and piecing them together in different orders not only gives the reader or actor a quick backstory, but it tells them things about the character that they wouldn't otherwise get. An example of this is, in the scene that I performed with my partner we decided to take from three parts of Amanda's lines; two of these were from her monologues. When I went looking for these monologues it became evident that Amanda did have a lot of sadness in her. When tom left and Amanda yells “Go then! Then go to the moon you selfish dreamer!” (Williams 67). Amanda truly breaks at this point. In the book before she talks about Tom being selfish with what he wants, because deep down she is scared for her son She is scared that he's going to leave her too and she knows that she must do everything in her power to keep him there even if it means making him pay for everything, so he feels he must stay. She also talks about how she always wishes for her children’s happiness on the moon “I’ll tell you what I wished for on the moon. Success and happiness for my precious children. I wish for that whenever there’s a moon, and when there isn’t a moon, I wish for it to.” (Williams 34). Amanda talks about what the moon means to her briefly here, the moon is a sign of hope and something that she can hold on to and put all her dreams into so that her children can live better, because while Amanda can be rude and come off mean, she just wants to care for her children. When Amanda says the line about Tom going to the moon, she is telling him to go back to her dreams because, I think, somewhere deep down she knew that he was leaving and not coming back, Tom would turn into just another wish in the moon that she prayed for every night. All of this shows Amanda’s true self and how much inner torcher she goes through. Williams used this line as her final farewell to her son, and it is a powerful statement; Amanda knows that Tom will not come back, and she must remind herself that there is a place for him to go so that she could still watch over him and pray for him no matter where he is. The fact that Amanda is yelling after him rather than storming off shows how she really knows that could be the last thing she ever says to him, and in that moment, she doesn't truly know what to do. I showed this in my performance because I cracked my voice to show the helplessness and that sadness that Amanda felt in her heart and the broken woman that was deep down in Amanda, even though she wasn’t willing to let anyone help take the weight off that scene you really see her age and the effect of her holding everything in for so long. This is Amanda’s last memory of Tom before the end of the book, and her loosing hope that her son could be different than her husband.
Williams does a great job overall of allowing his character to hide emotions and keep them so that you really had to work for your own answers and reasonings for your performance. Portraying his characters was an amazing challenge and a great experience overall. Williams made sure that his characters really were quite deep and that there were many hidden meanings in the book overall.



Work Cited:
Williams, Tennessee. The Glass Menagerie. Dramatists Play Service INC., 1976.

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